I’m sorry I’ve been this sad and depressing you all guys.
As you know, life is never easy and I was about to give up. But then i realized that life does worth it and i worth it, but i just didn’t catch the right perspective.
It wasn’t about what people though of me or about my look, shape or anything, i honestly never cared about those things. It was about what i used to think of me.
But I’ve realized that the problem is me, not me, but my point of view of myself. So that i decided to change it. I saw that I was wrong most of the time but also i saw that i was right sometimes, that I was so focused on how sad and stupid i was that i was becoming it and fucking myself up.
So i decided i could change, because if all that shit was my fault, I should be able to make it work again.
And so I am trying.
No more tabacco.
No more alcohol.
No more weed.
No more hash.
No more cuts
No more pain.
No more worrying about things that can be wrong.
No more sadnes.
So that guys, I will turn this blog in a encouragement blog. I won’t delete my previous posts so that, they will make people see that they can make it change.
Obviously i will be bad sometimes and i will make you know, because it’s not going to be easy and you have to know it. But i will try my best